Today, the third day of the christmas holiday. already, like most holidays, i have become part of the bordem hell. as usual, i log onto facebook, and someone says something about a blog. curious, i click on the link and observe the page before me. i think to myself, well, i wont be as bored, for at least another 20 mintues…
a diary is not something that i would usually be into, but inside, there are a great deal of emotions and feelings i feel i need to expose, even if its to an online diary. i feel the need to unleash of these emotions, but they are not somewhat that i can explain effortlessly to a simple person.
now, this 'diary' will consist of many dark and unpleasant emotions, it will withhold the torture within myself… though, I hope, it will include of many happy emotions too. im sure it would be good to start with a happy one, to start with the most important person in my life.
dear sophie,
just wanted to thankyou for being my best friend, for being my sunshine and for being the person i need to survive. your the individual i go to when i need someone, and you make all the bad stuff in my life simply disappear. your my sunshine, just like how jacob is bella's sunshine. dont you feel special, being jacob? haha. your the funniest kid i know, you always manage to make me laugh every time i see or talk to you, whether it would be on the phone, msn webcam, mrs hopkins’ place, swimming, or even chilling back at my house. when im down, you always seem to put a smile on my face, you always seem to plug the hole in my chest that’s drowning me. well, even when im NOT down, you still always put a smile on my face. when im with you, its like the world freezes, and we become the rulers of the galaxy. and its been like that, since we were still in nappies, playing with our barbie dolls. and i hope it always will stay like that, and we remain best friends for all eternity… okay, i have to admit, i feel like a lesbian, writing the cheesiest thing of my life. too bad im not a lesbian, because i’d force you into being the groom… oh well, you can always be my maid of honour. ;) but yeah, you get the point, thanks for the smiles, laughs, tears and the countless memories that i hope will never stop forming.
i love you. ♥
a diary is not something that i would usually be into, but inside, there are a great deal of emotions and feelings i feel i need to expose, even if its to an online diary. i feel the need to unleash of these emotions, but they are not somewhat that i can explain effortlessly to a simple person.
now, this 'diary' will consist of many dark and unpleasant emotions, it will withhold the torture within myself… though, I hope, it will include of many happy emotions too. im sure it would be good to start with a happy one, to start with the most important person in my life.
dear sophie,
just wanted to thankyou for being my best friend, for being my sunshine and for being the person i need to survive. your the individual i go to when i need someone, and you make all the bad stuff in my life simply disappear. your my sunshine, just like how jacob is bella's sunshine. dont you feel special, being jacob? haha. your the funniest kid i know, you always manage to make me laugh every time i see or talk to you, whether it would be on the phone, msn webcam, mrs hopkins’ place, swimming, or even chilling back at my house. when im down, you always seem to put a smile on my face, you always seem to plug the hole in my chest that’s drowning me. well, even when im NOT down, you still always put a smile on my face. when im with you, its like the world freezes, and we become the rulers of the galaxy. and its been like that, since we were still in nappies, playing with our barbie dolls. and i hope it always will stay like that, and we remain best friends for all eternity… okay, i have to admit, i feel like a lesbian, writing the cheesiest thing of my life. too bad im not a lesbian, because i’d force you into being the groom… oh well, you can always be my maid of honour. ;) but yeah, you get the point, thanks for the smiles, laughs, tears and the countless memories that i hope will never stop forming.
i love you. ♥
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