And yeah, I know you're going to read these and then hate me for expressing my feelings, but this blog is for me to vent, write what I'm feeling and let go of my anger, and yeah, you just happen to read it. I can't help what I'm feeling. Don't get all pissed and shit at me for that.
Oh yeah, don't get angry at my harsh choice of words either. I'm quite angry, and all lovely-dovey words aren't going to come from this anger. The harshness comes with the emotions.