I give up on being the one that always has to make things better. The one that always has to talk to you first to get some unsolved answers for myself. The one that always has to say sorry first.
Seriously, I give up now. I've put in too much effort into nothing and for no return.
I'm not going to put in effort, until you do, and until you show a little respect and some interest into making things better. I'm not going to put in effort until you even attempt talking to me, without me having to approach you first, or any shit like that you put me through.
So yeah. Don't expect my effort into making things better anymore. Not until you do.