Sunday, August 22

Haha you kind of make me happy :D
Tehee.

Saturday, August 21

So, you're just making things worse.
Blaaaaaaaaaaaah! I hate you! Go die!
There's not a day that goes by, that I don't miss you, Gina.
I love you.

Wednesday, August 18

I kind of die a little inside when I realise I wasted a day not talking to you.
I'm sick of being the one having to make all the effort.
Taylor Swift - Teardrops on my guitar.

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

 
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
And she's got everything that I have to live without.

Tuesday, August 17

"I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi to me, or even smile, because I know, even if it's just for a second, I crossed your mind."

Monday, August 16

Hehehe. You make me giggle. :D
I love the fact that just your simple smile makes my entire day.
You don't know how much you mean to me.

Thursday, August 12

Today I took the day off school, because seriously could not be bothered with 2 periods of sport, chapel, divinity and then acs.
This is what I did instead:


Oh and by the way, say hello to my new fringe!

Wednesday, August 11


INFUCKINGCEPTION.
I think this picture perfectly describes everyone's reaction towards the end of such a great movie.

And yet, I find myself forgiving you once again.
*sigh
Alright, rule number one. Never EVER under estimate my ability to find out things.


Let me remind you of one of my previos blogs:








Here we are, Wednesday, August 11, 4 days later, and you've already fucked up.

Good job (Y)

Monday, August 9

Eww Eww Eww
I'm really dreading going back to school after a focus week.
Ewwwwwwwwww.

Saturday, August 7

HEY YOU! Yeah you, remember me?
Yeah I kinda miss you.
Matthew Nguyen is my best friend :)
Or atleast, ONE of my best friends.
Anyway, I've given up on you. You're not making things any easier. In fact you're making things worse. Yeah, I don't want you in my life anymore, not if you're just going to make things hard for me.
I love how the hatred of one person can bring so many other people together.
Tonight I had quite a good cry.
And tonight also proves the reasons why I do not love the ones, that I'm supposed to love.
Sorry for the blogging overload!

I promised my anonymous formspringer that I would actually start to blog again.
Speaking of formspring, www.formspring.me/musicismyescape, go go go!

Anyway, dearest anonymous fomspringer,
Ha, I gotta say thanks. I now remember why I loved blogging so much, and yeahhhhhhhhh I've vented so much and I feel much better. So thanks! :)
I hope I find out who you are, by the way. It really means a whole lot that you; 1. read my blog. 2. care enough to ask me about it on my formspring! ahaha :)
Pain is what makes us stronger. It forces us to grow.
Do you just not realise how attractive you are?!
;)
Do you just not grasp the concept that you have lost my trust, and friendship? And that because of your actions, you've lost the friendship of others. Also, you've gained a bad reputation for yourself, and those who do not know you, are judging you, and have a disliking towards you, based purely on the actions you've shown towards me.
Have a good life, bitch.
You'd better be ready for the shit that you've asked for.
How about you go jump off a cliff?
Yeaaaaaaaaaah that would be great. Look at the chaos you've created. Your reputation, what reputation? How about the people that you've hurt. And those who have hurt you.
And all for what? So you could seek 'revenge'? Oh grow up, please.
Here's a second chance. Cherish it. You're not going to get another one.
The hatred I have towards you is simply unexplainable!

Friday, August 6

Why don't you just go marry her?
You seem to like her better, anyway.

Eff you!
Why don't you just go marry her?
You seem to like her better, anyway.

Eff you!
It's amazing how oblivious you are towards my feelings.
Eff you and your stupid promises that you never keep.

But why, why do I always find myself forgiving you?
The worst feeling there is possible is knowing that the one you love, loves someone else.

Monday, August 2

Hi bloggers. Well, the ones who have actually remained on blogger, and havn't yet reverted to tumblr.
Anyway, I apologise for my absence, once again! I've been extremely busy lately and honestly I couldn't be bothered signing in...
Anyway, I have A LOT to write about, but not enough time. And I'm also quite tired at the current moment.

I shall blog soon, x. :)
Dude, SNAP OUT OF IT.