Ugh. And after all these years, I still feel like I'm not as important as you all. I'm still being kept from things. And lied to. Ugh. It just gets me so frustrated.

And you know what hurts most? The fact that I have to walk around with a fictional smile on my face, and pretend that everything's okay, and that "I'm fine". Well fuck this. Because faking my happiness is destroying me.