Update.

Well, I have many things to blog about at this current moment, so uh, here we go...
Oh, and this blog probably won't be very entertaining to read, and it's probably going to have a lot of errors, because I'm like really tired, and should go to sleep, but I can't. Cause I saw The Lovely Bones and I'm terrified of that guy...

Anyhow, Lets start off with tomorrow. 2 words; CITY and EXPERIENCE. Yay, I'm so exicted. I'm pretty happy with my group; Amy, Michaela, Ashlee, Gina and Aria. They're all pretty awesome people.

So, me and my friend, we're still in the middle of a rough patch. And I don't like it. I thought we we're just getting better, and yet, I still feel the same pain from last year. I thought I had gotten over it, but all these emotions came flooding back. Why is this? Because I still feel as if I'm being treated like dirt. I thought we had gotten over that stupid dispute, which we did, and yet, she still makes me feel unwanted. It sucks. But yeah, knowing me, I'm most likely over reacting...

I've started to realize how I feel so much better when I'm at school. Simply because it's not home, well, I'm not being hounded by my mother. I know that sounds harsh, but if you lived in my house hold, you would know what I mean. For example, today, she said that she does not want me anymore. D: School is my get away, the place where I feel safe, and sorounded by the ones that I love. I'm beginning to like school.

Well, I'm getting tired, and James said that I have to sleep. So I shall obey orders. :)