1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
:| WTFS WRONG WITH YOUR FACE, WOMAN.
2. How much cash do you have on you?
$10. Aren't I rich?
3. What’s a word that rhymes with “DOOR?”
Poor.
4. Favorite planet?
Pluto :D
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
Mummie
6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
LOL, "The phone is ringing, phone is ringing, the phone is absoloutly way way RINGING!!!!!" It's from a JONAS episode ;D
7. What shirt are you wearing?
Floral Tee :)
8. Do you “label” yourself?
Sometimes...
9. Name the brand of your shoes you’re currently wearing?
I am wearing stockings :D
10. Bright or Dark Room?
It depends...
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
PWOAH BESTEST BUDDIE WEEEEEEEW
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeping (A)
14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
"Let's do something today!"
15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
St. Albans / Keilor Downs area.
16. What’s a word that you say a lot?
FERRAL!
17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
Matthew. Lol. Litterally like 10 seconds ago. Tehee.
18. Last furry thing you touched?
LOL :S
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
None
20. How many rolls of film do you need developed?
None
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
Undecided
22. Your worst enemy?
No one. (A).
23. What is your current desktop picture?
Nick Jonas.
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
KEVIN GET OUT OF MY ROOM -.-
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
Money!
26. Do you like someone?
Errr... Kind of?
Monday, September 27
Sunday, September 26
Saturday, September 25
Wednesday, September 22
Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
1. UGH I HATE YOU. TWO FACED WHORE.
2. I'm sorry. I really am.
3. Words can not describe how I feel about you.
4. There's not a day that you don't cross my mind.
5. K.
6. Thanks for wasting my life.
7. I miss you. A lot.
8. You kind of make me happy.
9. Fuck off.
10. I love you
Nine things about yourself.
1. I constantly run into doors and walls.
2. I smile and laugh at things that aren't even funny.
3. I give trust too easily.
4. If I wanted to, I could wear dresses every day for the rest of my life.
5. I could listen to Taylor Swift music over and over and not ever get sick of it.
6. Writing makes me feel better. I love writing.
7. I'm too observative. I notice things that no one else does.
8. I talk to my dad about things that I should talk about to my mum.
9. I'm going to marry Nick Jonas someday, just you wait.
Eight ways to win your heart.
1. Letters. I love letters.
2. Hand-written letters.
3. Songs/Lyrics/Poems etc, written to/about me. *Giggles*.
4. An amazing fashion sense.
5. Surprises.
6. Commitment, no lieing, or breaking promises.
7. 'Good morning, beautiful' ,'Good night, sweet dreams' etc. text messages. Awww.
8. Having the guts to tell me that you love me.
Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1. Someone.
2. The future.
3. The past.
4. Specific individuals.
5. Jonas.
6. I'm never good enough.
7. Someone.
Six things you wish you’d never done.
1. Going each day which I did, not talking to you. I feel like I wasted each and every one of those days. I want to talk to you, but when I try, I shut down and get all shy. I hate it.
2. I wish I never thought that I wasn't 'good enough', or 'pretty enough', for this one particular person. It effected my self-esteem and self-confidence so much. After all, it wasn't those reasons why he was interested in her, instead of me. Oh well, we're still awesome friends to this day.
3. I wish I had never met you. :) ... Wait, no. Meeting you, and dealing with your shit, only made me stronger. That's a good thing.
4. Signing up for facebook. LOL.
5. I never walked into all those damn doors. (As suggested by Matthew)
6. ... Everything happens for a reason.
Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
1. Sophie.
2. Nick Jonas.
3. AmyStephTianaJamieeShantel
4. Matthew
5. You.
Four turn offs.
1. Ugh. When guys spit on the floor. Eww.
2. Disrespect.
3. Potty mouths!
4. Thongs or crocks.
Three turn ons.
1. If you can play guitar.
2. Green eyes. But bright blue eyes are also damn fine.
3. If you have an attractive face, hair, and you can dress well. Pwoah. ;)
Two smileys that describe your life right now.
1. :D :D :D hehehe
2. |-)
One confession
1. I feel like I don't belong, way too often.
1. UGH I HATE YOU. TWO FACED WHORE.
2. I'm sorry. I really am.
3. Words can not describe how I feel about you.
4. There's not a day that you don't cross my mind.
5. K.
6. Thanks for wasting my life.
7. I miss you. A lot.
8. You kind of make me happy.
9. Fuck off.
10. I love you
Nine things about yourself.
1. I constantly run into doors and walls.
2. I smile and laugh at things that aren't even funny.
3. I give trust too easily.
4. If I wanted to, I could wear dresses every day for the rest of my life.
5. I could listen to Taylor Swift music over and over and not ever get sick of it.
6. Writing makes me feel better. I love writing.
7. I'm too observative. I notice things that no one else does.
8. I talk to my dad about things that I should talk about to my mum.
9. I'm going to marry Nick Jonas someday, just you wait.
Eight ways to win your heart.
1. Letters. I love letters.
2. Hand-written letters.
3. Songs/Lyrics/Poems etc, written to/about me. *Giggles*.
4. An amazing fashion sense.
5. Surprises.
6. Commitment, no lieing, or breaking promises.
7. 'Good morning, beautiful' ,'Good night, sweet dreams' etc. text messages. Awww.
8. Having the guts to tell me that you love me.
Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1. Someone.
2. The future.
3. The past.
4. Specific individuals.
5. Jonas.
6. I'm never good enough.
7. Someone.
Six things you wish you’d never done.
1. Going each day which I did, not talking to you. I feel like I wasted each and every one of those days. I want to talk to you, but when I try, I shut down and get all shy. I hate it.
2. I wish I never thought that I wasn't 'good enough', or 'pretty enough', for this one particular person. It effected my self-esteem and self-confidence so much. After all, it wasn't those reasons why he was interested in her, instead of me. Oh well, we're still awesome friends to this day.
3. I wish I had never met you. :) ... Wait, no. Meeting you, and dealing with your shit, only made me stronger. That's a good thing.
4. Signing up for facebook. LOL.
5. I never walked into all those damn doors. (As suggested by Matthew)
6. ... Everything happens for a reason.
Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
1. Sophie.
2. Nick Jonas.
3. AmyStephTianaJamieeShantel
4. Matthew
5. You.
Four turn offs.
1. Ugh. When guys spit on the floor. Eww.
2. Disrespect.
3. Potty mouths!
4. Thongs or crocks.
Three turn ons.
1. If you can play guitar.
2. Green eyes. But bright blue eyes are also damn fine.
3. If you have an attractive face, hair, and you can dress well. Pwoah. ;)
Two smileys that describe your life right now.
1. :D :D :D hehehe
2. |-)
One confession
1. I feel like I don't belong, way too often.
Saturday, September 18
I removed the phone from my ear, placed my thumb on the red button, and just as I was about to press it, I heard on the other line ‘I love you.’
I pushed the button with as much force I could use. I continually pressed it, over and over, as if it would make everything better. I wanted the pain to go away, but it didn’t. I felt so many different emotions at once. I couldn’t contain it. I just bursted into tears.
I pushed the button with as much force I could use. I continually pressed it, over and over, as if it would make everything better. I wanted the pain to go away, but it didn’t. I felt so many different emotions at once. I couldn’t contain it. I just bursted into tears.
Monday, September 13
Sunday, September 12
Saturday, September 11
Friday, September 10
Wednesday, September 8
Ugh. And after all these years, I still feel like I'm not as important as you all. I'm still being kept from things. And lied to. Ugh. It just gets me so frustrated.
And you know what hurts most? The fact that I have to walk around with a fictional smile on my face, and pretend that everything's okay, and that "I'm fine". Well fuck this. Because faking my happiness is destroying me.
And you know what hurts most? The fact that I have to walk around with a fictional smile on my face, and pretend that everything's okay, and that "I'm fine". Well fuck this. Because faking my happiness is destroying me.
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