I sometimes wonder what people think when they look at me. I often wonder what others think of me. I know that they would probably see me as a 'happy girl', living a 'pretty good life', but I wonder if they would ever consider that the smile which is shown on my face is a complete phoney. Or a stupid laugh, would they even consider that it's not real? And I'm just covering up my feelings? And they just stare right through me. When people look at me, do they ever wonder if there's any destruction within me? Or do they just think that I'm living, what seems a 'perfect' life.