I want to run,

And escape this pain. I want to just disappear into darkness. And never to come back... But I can't, I don't want to take the short-cut, the easy way. I'm crushed. And I'm hurt. And I want to blame you, but it isn't your fault. I hope you'll attempt to understand what I'm feeling, and forgive me if I act different towards you. But this rough patch, it'll go away, hopefully soon, and everything will go back to the way it was. I can't help it if I'm feeling some sort of hatred towards you, and I hope you understand, but yet again, it isn't your fault, you're only involved in this stupid situation. I'm sorry, if I hurt you in anyway, but it's only because I'm angry, and hurt. I hope you understand.