The Typical American Teenage Love Story

you, me, together, forever? uhh, not likely. reason one; there is no such thing as 'forever'. we will all leave this cruel world one day or another. reason two; simply, we are not 'together'. yet.
just the typical american highschool love story. you're the typical, popular, guy who has the super hot plastic girl friend. and me? i'm just the typical, unpopular girl, with hardley any friends, that you barely even notice.
well, you do. sometimes. i see you look at me from the other side of the room; observing how different i am, from you. we're from completely different social status groups, it's as if we're different species of human, which we probably are. they say that opposites attract, which is mostly likely what draws us into each other, which is why we find each other so attractive.
but you an me, we're too different from each other. too different to have a convosation, let alone to begin a relationship, which in reality, is what we both want. we both look at each other, desiring more than what we see, but it will never happen, we're too different. our current staus, socialy, will never alow it. it just does not fit. and it never will.
unless we try, both contributing as much dedication and passion as we can possible manage. i know that you are secretly crying out for me, with the signals you've been sending me. earlier on, you've indicated your interest in me, with the compliments, and the simplest gestures, that now, thinking about them, give me butterflies. but back then, i had no interest in you. to me, you were the dickhead that i extremely hated. i thought you were trying to hurt me, by fooling me into thinking you liked me, but then play with my mind, and my emotions.
but now, i've gotten to know you a little more, i've seen a different side to you, and i know your flirting was not fiction, but fact. the flirting that you still show to me to this very day. but i, still to this day, do not show any response to this flattery. i find it very difficult to be around you. though i like you, i still feel very intimidated around you. my opinion of you being an ass is still the same, though the postive opinions have just grown upon it.
as i feel intimidated around you, i find it hard to make convosation with you. being the shy girl doesnt help either. i also find it hard to be around you. though i want to be around you, and i want to make convosation with you, when i get the chance, i just shut down, and i don't know why. when i look up, and see you look right back at me, i feel my heart jump out of my chest. i want to rip my eyes away from yours, but i can't. i know you feel the same way.
some day, we will both have the courage to come out from hiding, and show our love for each other to the rest of the world, and be in each others embrace for as long as what we can call 'forever'.